You have to show up for yourself every single day.
I knew what I was looking for. I knew what I wanted to show up for everyday. And I had a new vision for my life, what I wanted to explore, the adventure I was ready to go on. And so I continued to show up everyday for years.
I learned about this awareness of who I really am: That I am not my thoughts, I am not my story, I’m not what my parents say about me, I’m not what people say about me. I am not even my feelings. I am something greater. I can govern my life and I do not have to get caught up in the winds of my thoughts all the time, on this roller coaster life.
I am it. I am all I need. I have everything that I need to find happiness and express that happiness in my lifeand have a fulfillment that isn’t dependent on any outside source but that is with me every single day of my life. I wish for myself and for everyone, that we find the awareness that is inside of us today.
"That’s the part that’s so unfair. I have nothing else on my mind. How come I have to be the one sitting around analyzing him in, like, microscopic detail, and he gets to be the one with other things on his mind?"
Angela, My So-Called Life
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"What a terrible thing it is to wound someone you really care for and to do it so unconsciously."
Haruki Murakami
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"I am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and I thought people would see it because ‘romantic’ doesn’t mean ‘sugary.’ It’s dark and tormented — the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you can’t attain."
Catherine Breillat
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I’ll be different, but somewhere lost inside me there’ll always be the person I am tonight.









